Friday, December 18, 2020

The Vaccine

 On Tuesday I received the Covid vaccine. 



I had concerns. 

I did the research. 

Every shift I work I feel like I’m swimming in Covid virus. 

I have seen some incredibly sick people. 

Young and old. 

So I had the vaccine. In three weeks I will have the second dose. 


Monday, December 14, 2020

AND JUST LIKE THAT....

 And just like that it’s Christmas time. 

I don’t know how to describe this year. It’s has been a long slow slogging through it. 

Life has changed until it feels like normal.

Covid. Pandemic. Masks. Essential workers. Words and terms I hadn’t thought of last year are now spoken multiple times a day. 

My job in the ER didn’t stop. 

And unfortunately our county has been on the news for the hotspot of the nation. 
Nothing to brag about here. 
It’s been exhausting. 

But I am thankful for fabulous coworkers that make the day bearable. 

Thanksgiving came and went. 
We gathered. 
We questioned whether to or not. 
The only risky person was me and I had tested negative the week before. 
I vacillate between safety and sanity. 
Being so afraid of dying that you forget to live. 
So we gathered. 
So thankful for this photo of all of my grandkids. 
I know that these will be harder and harder as the years go by. 

Howie has recovered from all of his knee surgeries. 
Sheesh. 
What a year. 

And now we are in this beautiful Christmas season. 
We have been busy making candy and doing just a little decorating. 


Howie helped a ton this year. 
He made all four batches of caramel. 
I also made my mom’s cherry cordials.
They are so much work but so delicious. 

Dipped cinnamon Santa’s are my kids favorite. 

I call these triple nut. 
Cashews, macadamia and almonds in caramel. 
These will get dipped in chocolate. 

Cherry Cordials. 


Simple tree. 

The view outside my living room window looks like a post card. 
Often there will be a herd of deer in the field. 
I love it so much here and am so thankful that 4 years ago we made the move. 

And of course during this time I also remember four years ago during this time that Howie had his cardiac arrest and was saved by bystander CPR and early defibrillation. 
We spent a long 14 days in the hospital. That will go down as my favorite Christmas ever. 

In spite of the chaos this year has been I have seen blessings all around me. 

I look forward to the future. 
I look forward to celebrating the birth of the Savior of the World. 

Merry  Christmas.